What foolishness is this? The worlds too beautiful a place to lay such thoughts bare. I don’t want to mar that charming landscape with my beliefs which I was holding so strongly. I am just as well off writing on a page and burning it. Its all about letting go, so now its gone. Its really gone.
Outside the snow is falling in perfect chaotic eddies, there is a chill in the air, and the birds are flying overhead.
Yesterday I was as sick as I have ever been. Ever. I ended up in a hospital where I got a few bags of salty goodness stuck right into my veins. I even got to try a wonderful little drug that they give to chemotherapy patients for anti-nausea. Still I have so much to be thankful for, the care was excellent. Today I feel wonderful. There are these amazing pleasures that I didn’t even know I had, every day. Just being able to drink a full glass of warmish water is heavenly now. I’ve never been so grateful for half a cup of cold soup. Just walking around the room brings me joy. They had to fetch me a wheelchair after about 6 steps yesterday.
The universe is a good place to be. I think I’ll stay. And maybe I wont worry so much about these silly thoughts in my head.
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