Not for me. Not for me... Not for me.
Why does it have to be like that? At least its not as bad as all that.
There’s no where to go until were gone. There’s nothing to do that matters, so lets do it all. There’s nothing to say that hasn’t been said, so lets say anything. There’s no other game in town, so lets play. There’s nothing to lose, so lets risk it all. Oasis, lost.
The Knight unfound is lost amid faces sunk into our ground.
Show me, hear me, I beg, I plea. May I stay, dare I flee?
Will I show you, will you see? You’re here, after all. Come to see my fall?
Guide my heart, little star. Show me now, is it far?
Where do roads go past this scar?
Roar of days ancient fire twist ‘round my finger, twisting mire.
Will I show you, will you see? The knight unfound, with sleeping bee.
No matter the path I take from here, all is peaceful fear.
“No turns, next 50 miles”, no burns, no smiles.
Knifes edge highway, follow your glowing skyway.
No lines to cross, just uncomplicated direction. No bumps or humps, a subtle detection.
Loops with no condition, quiet night’s introspection. Pain’s stealthy blight, black hearts affection.
Forward or onward, a decisions resurrection. Temptation, a courageous heart’s great imperfection.
Take these wanderings, mind disinfection. Born to fly, gravity’s harsh interjection.
If only to hold, this glowing recollection. Fear the fear, this long disconnection.
Above and below, both paths reflection. Do I see, or is this just my predilection?
I am unclear, even my own objection. Guide me along, proper deflection.
I’m not saying I'm happy, because in some ways I'm not.
I'm not saying I'm sad, because really I'm not.
Its complicated. Homeless and fearless. My place was taken out from under me.
I'm just falling. Where did my net go? Here I find someone has been cutting holes in it for years.
Mindless holes, with only a selfish thought. Taking wicked pleasure in ever snip.
Finding your worth like the vampire and the cat. Sucking and feeding, tricking and needing.
Middle ground, sitting down. Maybe the race is over, maybe its just my three leaf clover.
Come quick, little gun. Signal start of all the fun. Let us be, let us run. Let all this mess be done.